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So Much Work To Be Done

Where Is Wisdom Found?Rejecting my indoctrination and societal conditioning was easy. However, changing my conditioned behavior has been incredibly difficult. Whenever I react emotionally, I immediately fall back on old, conditioned behaviors (due to the ease of such behavior I guess — it requires no thought at all on my part to behave in the way I’ve been behaving for most of my life, to simply follow the programming).

Perhaps I’m too hard on myself for believing that, after 37 years of conditioning, I ought to have Continue reading